tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36003957.post7508592903048303815..comments2023-10-17T03:15:16.029-05:00Comments on Blowing San #1: Thoughts on the near future.Subvethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13523683273450353313noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36003957.post-4481595059403791482012-12-28T21:26:39.484-06:002012-12-28T21:26:39.484-06:00Something just feels wrong at this point. I try to...Something just feels wrong at this point. I try to tell myself that I'm just freaking myself out, but other people are feeling it too--I guess you could say we're all window shopping for saddles. I feel this driving need to protect myself, to prepare for the worst--and its not because of the last ten years jam packed with tragedy and disappointment, but then, maybe it is as because of it, I can now pick up on tension and feelings of wrongness like a hound and I haven't been wrong yet--but then I wonder how much good it will do, how far I can go before preparation is pointless. I'm sure there are saints in history that were living in hard times and prepared, but at the end they came to the point where they knew that it was the end of the line and they became martyrs or died from the sad circumstances. I'm sure that when there was persecution or civil unrest, they didn't jump at the chance to die, they probably hunkered down until they couldn't. <br />And it seems to be coming in from all sides--I wonder what's going to be the biggest problem we common folks face. Crazy gov't gone crazy socialist? Crazy civil unrest? Crazy economics? Crazy persecution? Do I focus more on hoarding precious metals and cash? MREs? Mace, ammo and guns? Contacts to priests that have gone underground so I can get to covert Mass? At this point, I'm already prepared for my future PhD in a field that is in dire need for new people to be completely useless at some point with all that's going on...I'll be speaking with Christ about this at the tabernacle tomorrow...I'll pray for you and IR as well Subvet...<br />God help us all. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com